| Monday, October 16, 2006 |
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fuck , darn hot water . OUCH . !!!!!!!! oh , anyway . tat crazy junhan say he waiting for mi ad bb ite . sot la he . i den don wanna go tat campus la . i've been in bakit batok all my life le . i'll got nuts . diaoss . . den i say i goin tat course , he pass msg to vian sayin : can find something girly not. ? diaoos . ! i hate girly STUFF . ! nonono . no way . today eh . . as per normal lor . went to church , sing , sit , kneel , stand . den go eat . den cut my hair .  super short la . but stil longer den my sis . both of them . hahas . cant smell my hair very well now . haha . ! don miss my log hair ppl . ! maucks wondering whr m i goin tml . bu dong bu dong . if nv go teck whye den go batok nor . or stay ad jurong nor . see how bahs . im so chim xim . i started it la . but he laugh ad mi . first . den blah blah blah . . . yaya all my attitude . he say he wun teart mi lyk tat anymore . woo~ BIG FAT LAIR (: **clapclap** wadeva la. but im so hurt la . laugh all u wan. u lyk jiu hao lor . kai xin jiu hao . maybe u can find a better ger who can laugh it all loud with u and wun give u attitude de . i don feel good writing all tis . but it's the truth . . . . . and i wun change my attitude . all my fren knws mi la . even ppl who are not close , they wun wanna mess wid my attitude . im not flattering myself la . it's the truth . and the truth is tat i feel lyk crying lar , and my heart feels so "sour". but i wun cry . no guys who truely loves mi will make mi cry . and guys who makes mi tear are not worth my love . or but maybe once in a while a guy u really love makes u cry it's alrite la . they don knw wad a ger is thinking . all think knw is . "hell, this ger attitude mi stil say i hurt her-.-" " but de don say much lor . they wun understand de la . and i dunno how to expaint , cant be bothed much too . chim xim ler . but i stil love him la . stil love . but seriously i cant predict the future . future is money . if im a failure in love i'll give up everything and think only of money . better rite . it wun hurt u . unless u burn it .too much . thank you for reading . no money is awarded . sry |
